tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54038962012-01-29T23:41:00.128+08:00*StaRzZz*=wElcoMe=LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comBlogger6181100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-45996206097020446632012-01-29T23:33:00.002+08:002012-01-29T23:41:00.167+08:00Next 4 months.the upcoming 4 months will be very crucial to me. having decided to register for level 2, i can only reduce my entertianment level to the min. (self comfort: it is a good to save up.) i started to search online for more cfa 2 info and realised people studying for cfa 2 are really CRAZY. some going to finish studying all the books already and some do up a excel template to track LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-81641982952419758442012-01-25T02:26:00.005+08:002012-01-25T02:47:04.680+08:00CFA Level 1 - My honour and hard work.Finally..finally, i passed my cfa 1 with 1st attempt. WhEEEE!!Overjoyed.with only 38% of the corhort passed, my moral dipped to the bottom pit.when i opened the email, i cannot figure all the words. only the first word caught my attention was "Congratulations!" i thought how come CFA so funny one even when i failed, they also congrats me.i am frantically LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-23712177364789965972012-01-20T23:49:00.005+08:002012-01-21T00:11:06.976+08:00Days passed, flew and gone.I finally get to meet up with sumin. after she got attached, we seldom meet up. we even dropped our fav activity of shopping ard till the shop. long hours of shopping is not our activity anymore instead jus a simple dinner and dessert to update each other's life is suffice.then, i realised how fast things are progressing for her. she has gotten her flat and planning forLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-35934246306802848302012-01-09T22:56:00.003+08:002012-01-09T22:59:33.600+08:00Avoidance.Wasting time is the last thing on my list. But recently, i am performing it.The drive and motivation lost.For the good or bad, i cannot comprehend.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-71991581069928310472012-01-08T21:34:00.001+08:002012-01-08T21:35:18.416+08:00Listen.your heart,your soul,tells you.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-33331361968678045302011-12-26T21:29:00.004+08:002011-12-26T21:36:12.292+08:00Preparing 2012.There are a few things that I will do it annually. Changing of blogskin is one of them. In addition, I have started with my weekly basis of cleaning my stuffs. Throwing away quite a number of stuffs. Things i used to treasure, things i thought were once important to me, things that weaved my dreams were all dumped into a white plastic, waiting for the garbage truck. Then, I know LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-77959784503170087722011-12-19T01:55:00.003+08:002011-12-19T02:13:04.796+08:00Mayday.摸不到的颜色是否叫彩虹看不到的拥抱是否叫做微风一个人习惯一个人是否就叫寂寞命运偷走苹果只留下结果时间偷走初衷只留下了苦衷你来过然后你走后只留下星空那一年我们望着星空有那么多的灿烂的梦以为快乐会永久像不变星空陪着我猎户天狼织女光年外沉默回忆青春梦想何时常常隐没我爱过然后我沉默人海里漂流那一年我们望着星空未来的未来从没想过当故事失去美梦美梦失去线索而我们失去联络这一片无言无语星空为什么静静看我泪流如果你在的时候会不会伸手拥抱我细数繁星闪烁细数此生风波原来所有所得所获不如一夜的星空指中的温柔回忆里的笑容仿佛只要伸手就能触摸摸不到的颜色是否叫彩虹看不到的拥抱是否叫做微风一个人习惯一个人这一刻独自望着星空从前的从前从没变过寂寞可以是忍受也可以是享受享受仅有的拥有那一年我们望着星空有那么多的灿烂的梦至少回忆会永久像不变星空陪着我最后只剩下星空像不变回忆陪着我ps: LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-66939209402286603792011-12-11T22:36:00.003+08:002011-12-12T23:58:30.517+08:00Choices. CFA 1 ended. starting to plan for 2012. there are a few resolutions for 2012. before that, let's take look what I have done for 2011.2011.Attached.Bought myself a laptop.Performed SNSD dance.Get to do a partner dance.Studied CFA 1.Sew a dress by myself.2012.Run 21km.Wear braces.A trip.Clubbing-mambo.I came upon viola's blog and I feel so much for this excerpt below. it's fully described LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-33854833411437922472011-09-19T01:20:00.002+08:002011-09-19T01:31:36.628+08:00Bleeding heart.i remb daniel said this before, " when the damage is done, it's done". Expressing myself has became an obstacle/challenge and gradually, a failure. i ever thought myself explaining so much. i don't really like to explain myself. but, today i tried my best to explain myself despite how hurt i am and how uncontrollably my tears just flowed whenever i thought of his hesitation looks. LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-74723369437792834362011-08-14T20:40:00.004+08:002011-08-14T21:09:03.972+08:00As we grow up...
Today, we gathered at changi airport to send jody off. She is emigrating to Canada permanently. She is quite a good chinese friend of mine who cannot speaks mandrian. And, as she used to be quite tanned, I mistaken her as a Malay. hahas.
Had great laughter w her during the guitar times. Slacking and strumming many pieces of pop songs. Struggling and fighting through our SYF 6 LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-30782301458814438942011-07-19T00:32:00.003+08:002011-07-20T23:46:00.596+08:00CFAlevel 1 exam on 4th dec 2011. i have done with my registeration but somehow, i feel i am putting no enough effort to study it. Maybe is the work commitment. tt's y i so occupied. nevertheless, there are also thousands n one things on my mind. i gonna to solve it one by one. mistakes made are meant to be learnt. time to run and come nov, i need to fly. LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-6269929693591227792011-07-03T22:02:00.003+08:002011-07-03T22:16:57.290+08:00Periodically Emo-ing. I guess periodical emo-ing is good. Is a form of releasing stress. I stumped at her blog again. I feel connected with every entries she wrote. the pain and struggle she experienced all these years always nv fail to take my emotional and tears with her.Another fulfilling week is coming, i going to take a short hiatus from this bustling city. FINALLY. before that, i am LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-75664403068260186092011-07-01T23:05:00.004+08:002011-07-01T23:10:45.662+08:00new direction.that's it. i found my way out and most likely to renew my contract. sometimes, in life you just have to be a bit irresponsible and let go of things that nt important to you. principle must not always hold.if you cannot change the environment, adapt to the environment. know the priorities in life. dwell over things that matter to you. now i know what it means by "it's how you LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-73491294283395444502011-06-15T00:12:00.002+08:002011-06-15T00:18:20.251+08:00Rantings do come to a stop sometimes.Ever since i started work, i think i have been grumbling/complaining non stop abt my work. But, a PAC event stopped me in doing so. Soon, on the 21st june, we will be on the stage for a 30 mins item. I will def miss all the times we spent tgt as we one step by step learn the dance steps. How we solve the problem of pple quitting halfway thru. a lifetime LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-12011413552456968642011-05-31T22:48:00.002+08:002011-05-31T23:02:16.646+08:00Books. came upon a row of books. then, i wondered when i last touch a storybook. Not too long ago in fact- just last month. But, I know what kind of books i need to get now. More of management skills or inspirational books.Time running. I slowed down. I thought I never stop my momentum. Time to start my engine. I cannot afford to lose myself. to lose the path I am heading. The goal I need to LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-25431705462194109742011-05-22T22:33:00.000+08:002011-05-22T22:53:32.930+08:00i know he will be there whenever i need him. =)LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-81925178730155616242011-04-08T21:58:00.005+08:002011-04-08T22:13:03.070+08:00financial closing... how contradicting when the last day for FY 2010 falls on 11th april (my bdae)! and, my boss simply refused to approve my leave. well done. endless quarrel w my boss is a norm now. i think i am kinda of numb of quarrel right now. during this depressing and hectic period of FY closing, I recieved my officer's resignation. I nv imagine myself recieving resignation letter from LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-11562503361216392462011-04-02T20:58:00.003+08:002011-04-02T21:29:07.092+08:00with him. 1st apr. LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-71243153873482775122011-03-20T22:30:00.004+08:002011-03-20T22:58:54.934+08:00最重要的決定我常在想應該再也找不到任何人像你對我那麼好好到我的家人也被照料我的朋友還為你撐腰你還是有一堆毛病改不掉拗起來氣得仙女都跳腳可是人生完美的事太少我們不能什麼都想要你是我最重要的決定我願意 每天在你身邊甦醒就連吵架也很過癮 不會冷冰因為真愛沒有輸贏 只有親密你是我最重要的決定我願意 打破對未知的恐懼就算流淚也能放晴 將心比心因為幸福沒有捷徑 只有經營你是我最重要的決定我願意 每天在你身邊甦醒就連吵架也很過癮 不會冷冰因為真愛沒有輸贏 只有親密你是我最重要的決定我願意 打破對未知的恐懼就算流淚也能放晴 將心比心因為幸福沒有捷徑 只有經營to my dearest fren, Jane and Xiu Rong...Xiu Rong: i wish you will meet someone who will really good take care of you...to LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-65579672285451083932011-03-13T14:39:00.003+08:002011-03-13T14:42:48.787+08:00一半唱：丁噹曲：宇珩 詞：管啟源 製作人：鍾成虎喝酒的伴 一起看電影的伴早餐晚餐的那個伴朋友不能留得太晚 明天要上班唱K的伴 一起去旅行的伴聽懂我的笑話的伴我的生活 只差那個人就美滿快樂剩一人分享 快樂就只剩一半喝一碗湯 心怎麼都不夠暖這張被單 這張睡床再舒服都覺得太寬沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半就算把日子都填滿節日卻提醒我孤單沒有想法 有想法又能怎樣只能寫部落格整晚幾個留言安慰不了 心裡的遺憾沒有負擔 原來也是種負擔自由多得讓人心慌你羨慕我 那要不要跟我交換快樂剩一人分享 快樂就只剩一半喝一碗湯 心怎麼都不夠暖這張被單 這張睡床再舒服都覺得太寬沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半努力把日子都填滿別來提醒我的孤單LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-9773505976372242372011-02-20T23:41:00.000+08:002011-02-20T23:49:32.451+08:00i with blessed with the following friends in life:jane- never failed to be my consultant.michael- the fairy tt appears after my gurdian angel disappeared. thanks for listing me as your top 3 friend. super touched when you said tt.eng wah- my random friend who shared w me his love stories as well as his talent. always find a lot of gan chu in his work piece. may i can get a painting from him one LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-63960613572835156692011-02-10T23:27:00.002+08:002011-02-10T23:32:30.312+08:008th feb!it juz happened. unintentionally. w/o a reason. smiling from the heart. i remb it for a lifetime. LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-59339990765711347262011-01-29T20:35:00.006+08:002011-02-04T18:04:48.289+08:009th year into blogging.2011 marked the 9th year of my blog. unknowingly, time jus files. from my sec sch life till now working life, i could see how immature i used to be and the transition from a little gal to a big gal. 24 year old this year, i feel really bless.so far, god has been so kind to me. he makes me lost sth impt yet make up for it by replacing one. but the replacement will nv be theLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-74667320459836244472011-01-17T00:09:00.005+08:002011-01-17T00:29:53.868+08:00我的温柔，就是你的自由 阿信在五月天－2010 国家体育场演唱会说的一番话:" 如果有一天, 你对我说, 你想要一棵星星, 那我就会为你採下那棵星星. 如果有一天, 你对我说,你想要一朵花，那我就给你一场浩燃无边，永深难忘的烟花. 如果有一天你对说我你要离开我，那么我会对你说，我会给你最后的，最美丽的，最好的温柔.让我对你说,让我对你说, 我给你自由."this was the 1st offical concert w/o his presence. that day, b4 the concert, it was raining heavily. queues were long. delay at the entrance. everything was screwed up cos of the rain. but, when this song came by, LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-2694438655125480572010-12-30T23:12:00.005+08:002010-12-30T23:39:08.103+08:00Looking back 2010.2010 has been a fulfulling year.Spent the first 5months in NTU.I dunno how to describe i love and miss NTU now.Spent almost 24 hours in HSS lab due to FYP.missed the times we camp at HSS lab.the lab filled with laughter and tons of food that we smuggled in.Esp our fav tom yam soup.finally, when i get to know the 38s clique better, it's time to bid farewell.HE411, the best mod LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-15889644003676575552010-12-05T14:58:00.001+08:002010-12-05T15:00:44.310+08:00he said i am brave.but, how much does my bravery worths?at the end of day, i am still back to square one.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-12737443326220858492010-11-17T22:50:00.004+08:002010-11-17T23:53:47.675+08:00Each number symbolises...credit: Ooi Eng Wah1st- I used to anticipate this day to come. I remb I will sit patiently in the classrom, looking at the clock ticking by every sec, till the second hand strikes 12pm. Awaits for the church bell to ring. it just give me a very blissful feeling. 3rd- my fav no.11th- the day i am born. the day she left.12th- the day i feel rich again.25th- always remind meLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-38650561433483226452010-11-07T22:24:00.002+08:002010-11-07T22:28:03.666+08:00thank you.a fren of mine gave me this website as i am too stressed with my work recently.http://www.zefrank.com/chillout/"Does anyone understand that I am a human being, and I require things like sleep. Food. Social interaction. solitude.Can I have a hug?" - quoted from the website.this is exactly how i feel.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-79909925150030316272010-11-07T00:02:00.003+08:002010-11-07T00:16:17.454+08:00timetime needed to know each other.time needed to be friends.time needed to discover one character.time needed to grow special bonds.time needed to deepen the bonds.time needed to learn to comprise each other's flaws. but time also needed to.... time needed to realise incompatibility.time needed to break the bonds.time needed to heal the wound.time needed to forgive and forget.even so we forgive,LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-51344320071291559332010-10-28T23:21:00.003+08:002010-10-28T23:57:50.612+08:00it's juz get me stronger.2 mths in the job and i cried cos of work. the strange thingy is i cried not becos i have made a miskate or i got scolded by my boss but rather i feel very disheartened by how the management does thing, how a tiny decision make by the management will cause such a huge impact, how rigid the system is, how pple is not reg for their effort but rather yrs in service, how LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-71235028214730517972010-10-24T17:01:00.004+08:002010-10-28T23:58:09.476+08:00無眠 作詞：吳青峯 作曲：史俊威今夜的月光超載太重照著我一夜哄不成夢每根頭髮都失眠天空他究竟在思念誰是不是都和我一樣揮不去昨日甜美的細節才讓今天又淪陷你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺固執等著誰 卻驚覺已無法倒退曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園把你的一切 都種在這個地點卻像魚 守在裡面今夜的月光超載太重照著我一夜哄不成夢每根頭髮都失眠天空他究竟在思念誰是不是都和我一樣揮不去昨日甜美的細節才讓今天又淪陷你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺固執等著誰 卻驚覺已無法倒退曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園把你的一切 都種在這個地點卻是魚 守在裡面不管要多少時間 多少眼淚 多少落空來等待不管你是不是會回來其實我也不明白 為什麼如此傻傻地期盼你是我僅有的愛你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺固執等著誰 卻驚覺已無法倒退曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園把你的一切 都種在這個地點像條魚 守在裡面守著幻影LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-13981681385694441472010-09-30T23:08:00.002+08:002010-09-30T23:26:12.123+08:00simply just thoughtsa lot a lot of thoughts ran through my mind. haven been that emo b4 ever since i start working. too caught up with work. sometimes in the process, you lose urself. there is partically no time for proper dinner, let alone time to hu si luan xiang. i dunno is a good or bad thing. today, i had dinner with sy. i discovered sth that supposed to be SHOCKING but i dun feel it that LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-63251876268573009972010-09-27T22:23:00.006+08:002010-09-27T22:48:55.006+08:00WATER-LEMON.recently, i had a damn good steamboat at my friend's house. i always enjoy such gathering. her nephew simply loves me cos i wore a top with a big watermelon print. he is adorable yet annoying. hahas. nevertheless, i still like him. den, i discovered that his parents is at divorce stage. out of the sudden, i juz feel very upset n angry. why do they bear him when they going to shirk LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-19594114525486646952010-09-26T00:31:00.002+08:002010-09-26T00:48:59.656+08:00Managment skills3 weeks in the job, OT is now a norm; tons of unread e-mail is a norm; unsolved cases remain a mystery is a norm; to work on weekends is a norm. when everything is a norm, it is a sign that u adapting to it. I smiled at my naive thoughts of WORK LIFE BALANCE. I now understand the existence of red tape is quite unavoidable as the coy expands. the diff style of people doing things LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-77348877156012129592010-09-21T22:21:00.003+08:002010-09-21T22:59:07.994+08:00where is my work life balance?my 1st job and I am tasked to be a manager with 6 officers under me. I dunno how to manage and even gain their trust n respect. it's tough. But, at least, i gald i am given such chances. I now need to even do appraisal for them. really hope i can fight for some of them. those good ones tt really deserve the regconition. have been ot-ing recently. everyday is juz likeLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-42175458613747281532010-09-11T20:52:00.002+08:002010-09-11T21:09:56.034+08:00Sat night. A different one.i used to enjoy every sat night. i am either burying myself in a mountian of books or i will be at orchard shopping till the security guard chases me out of the mall. both r my fav on a sat night. hahas. but, i noticed the changes now. i sleep thru my sat night with no events and no books accompany me. alone and tired. tt's how bad it is. this afternoon, i saw hui min LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-79633725172625530722010-09-06T22:36:00.003+08:002010-09-06T22:57:55.253+08:00working life.the phase when schooling stops and you r out of ur comfort zone. doing things that u r being told or asked to. at the same time, learning everything that requires in the job. it's nv easy but everyone juz has to handle it. if u ever have the luxury of time, stop for awhile and u will notice the footsteps of each individual just quicken as time passes. the world nv stops revolving; soLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-43948955942622636492010-08-27T23:46:00.004+08:002010-08-28T00:04:04.990+08:00Game Theory Game theory has been one of my fav modules in uni. I took 3 mod related to it. Basically, it teaches you how to win in playing games like tic tac toe, scissor paper stone, etc. In some games, 1st player advantage exists. Thus, it trains one to think and analyse each game and take into consideration of how your oppenent will stragize his/her moves. Somehow, i feel sometimes in life (LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-50333109740513794542010-08-26T10:45:00.008+08:002010-08-26T11:24:40.774+08:00SuperwomanJan 2009. my heart broke into pieces and i cried for a week. I told myself i going to be ok cos i am a superwoman. no matter how painful it is, i can recover very fast. I put on a brave front and got tired. none of my schmates knew abt it at that point of time. the fake smile i put on to school and the smile i had to put up for each shoot. it's painful yet i told myself it's nothing. LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-13446669353749788242010-08-24T22:51:00.002+08:002010-08-24T22:58:03.683+08:00王力宏「你不知道的事」《戀愛通告》你從來不知道 有誰在愛著你。你從來不知道 你真正心底愛著誰。你從來不知道 其實你所仰慕的大明星就在你身邊。你從來不知道.......天底下 很多事 是你不知道的事... 蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地我飞行 但你坠落之际很靠近 爱听见呼吸对不起 我却没捉紧你你不知道我为什么离开你我坚持不能说放任你哭泣你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎落满地 在心里清晰你不知道我为什么狠下心还悬在你看不见那高空里多的事 你不知道的事蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地我飞行 但你坠落之际很靠近 爱听见呼吸对不起 我却没捉紧你你不知道我为什么离开你我坚持不能说放任你哭泣你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎落满地 在心里清晰你不知道我为什么狠下心还选择你看不见那高空里多的事 你不知道的事oh wow oh~我飞行 但你坠落之际ho~oh~~LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-6903895697844032512010-08-24T22:38:00.003+08:002010-08-24T22:43:10.357+08:00simplicityno more anticipation.but, withdrawing symptoms appear. LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-22639041563139380822010-08-24T11:10:00.003+08:002010-08-24T11:31:57.194+08:00life nv stops.21/8: Bonito Birthday Bash- was amazed how bonito can be so successful. won the lucky draw dip 2nd prize! went home with a 700bucks OLreal hamper. =)Class 95 movie- finally get to see THAI MUN after a year.like the way how elin stares at pple.like the way how ming hui laughs.like the way how daniel can constantly looking into the mirror.like the way how yee sin can be so LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-16798593017087337102010-08-19T14:31:00.003+08:002010-08-19T14:39:10.628+08:00Working journey awaits.I finally signed the empolyment letter. Yes, FINALLY. after a long wait due to rejection of two companies. Hope i won't regret on my choice. recently, i am rotting at home and have been frequent youtube. I happened to come across this song when watching this video.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sh4eOwH4FSQ&feature=related Now, I fall in love w this song. 莫文蔚 - 他不爱我 詞：楊立德 作曲LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-12351166804728482382010-08-18T11:49:00.005+08:002010-08-18T12:06:52.630+08:00self doubtsfinally, the email came. The e-mail that woke me up -my dream is unreachable. 40k for a diploma or if i am good at it, it is possible to skip a year which saves me 10k. Nevertheless, the 40k or 30k, it is still a huge amount and more expensive than my degree cert that costs me only 23k! was really upset abt it but i know this shld not be something tt deters me. Instead, I should look LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-82643975680059825472010-08-15T23:15:00.002+08:002010-08-15T23:20:46.513+08:00Stop the anticipation.i stop anticipate things. things happen for a reason. less anticipation makes me feel better. at least the disappointment level won't be that great. Less anticipation, Less disappointment, Less unhappiness. Just embrace the things that come in your way as time passes.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-69521900037645307142010-08-13T23:28:00.003+08:002010-08-13T23:47:28.702+08:00this time round i entered by the front door instead of the back door. i nv knew how it looks like from the front. but now, i do. time slips. i was there 1 yr ago. same place, same settings but diff company. memories juz came flowing into my mind. the familiarity and the distant that makes up the contradiction.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-81621210582259777062010-08-10T13:21:00.003+08:002010-08-10T13:24:13.023+08:00Am I dreaming?I woke up and tot what happening yester was a dream! I still cannot believe it happened. I don't know whether it happened for the good or bad. but still, i am elated. hahas!LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-52772324354516818192010-08-08T00:54:00.003+08:002010-08-08T00:59:21.571+08:00恰似你的温柔 邓丽君 作词：粱宏志作曲：粱宏志演唱：邓丽君某年 某 月 的 某 一 天 就 像 一 张 破 碎的 脸难以 开 口道再 见就 让 一切 走 远这 不 是 件 容 易 的事我 们 却 都 没 有 哭 泣让 它 淡 淡 的来让它 好 好 的去到 如今年 复一年 我 不 能 停 止怀 念怀 念 你 怀 念 从 前 但 愿那 海 风 再 起只 为 那 浪 花的 手 恰 似你的 温 柔 LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-73616504444134645392010-07-31T01:14:00.003+08:002010-07-31T01:38:16.745+08:00when faith fades, what comes after that?She used to tell me, good things are worth the wait.I used to believe it.But, I guess I stop.There is always a period of time to everything.Just like how 4 seasons changes- come and go each time.Time slips.My heart feels nth.When faith fades, emptiness filled the heart.Even with the same encounters, the heart stays the same.The complicated heart of LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-83453299417565044492010-07-18T18:18:00.007+08:002010-07-18T18:46:38.222+08:00Anticipationhad rather interesting stayover at elin's place last nite. we bbq, play game and mj.ming hui came up with a idea where we supposed to think of each others' strength and weakness without revealing our own identify. but, in the end, we decided to disclose the idenify of each person.Below are their views on me! BAD points: yee sin: KITE FLYER! ( i admitted i quite frequent pang seh pple.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-59813606659854021842010-07-15T22:22:00.003+08:002010-07-15T22:55:42.755+08:00Quality time I woke up sensing sth was wrong. I turned n looked at the clock. It's 8.30am! Oh no, i missed my date w yee sin AGAIN! =x no choice. i sent her an apology msg and continued with my sleep. I offcially woke up at 10.3oam and started to prepare to go out to meet linnette! On the bus, i saw jane's mum! YES, i finally able to RECONGISED her! AMAZING FEAT! * a pat on my shoulder. =) had LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-78550101650063902912010-07-14T23:23:00.003+08:002010-07-14T23:48:38.361+08:00The mundane thingsRecently, by chance i got to know this malaysian photographer while randomly clicking on facebook. His photos caught my attention and caused me to add him on fb to gain full access to all his photos. I never fail to view every single pictures he uploaded. we chatted on fb and amazingly, we clicked off. Then, I realised he is a 32 years old uncle staying in KL. I always keep LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-40997329277233915872010-07-09T00:41:00.006+08:002010-07-09T00:54:44.735+08:00蔡健雅 - 抛物线我確實說 我這樣說 我不在乎結果我對你說 我有把握 成功例子好多人們虛假又造作 總愛得不溫不火我們用真心就不會有差錯我沒想過我會難過 你竟然離開我＊愛沿著 拋物線 離幸福 總降落得差一點 流著血心跳 卻不曾被心痛消滅 真真切切 青春的 拋物線 把未來 始於相遇的地點 至高後才了解 世上月圓月缺只是錯覺＊我好想說 我只想說 我不要這後果可是你說 相對來說 走開是種解脫當初親密的動作 變成當下的閃躲感情的過程出了什麼差錯我沒想過我會難過 你終於離開我REPEAT＊＊至高後才了解 世上月圓月缺只是錯覺 LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-47954776091460537312010-07-07T11:27:00.004+08:002010-07-07T11:35:17.387+08:00Xiu Rong's Analysisi guess sometimes third party point of view is the most accurate one. yester, i was chatting with xr online. then, she helped me to make some analysis. she mentioned about sky. it's a name tt is so familiar yet so far. she said that i used to mention this name a lot of times and she suspected something. but, i didn't notice it until she told me yester. then, she labelled this LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-20400184447268900492010-07-06T00:23:00.003+08:002010-07-06T00:38:37.747+08:00Childhood Memories Credit to: Ooi Eng Wahthe pair of shoes remained dirty- be it rains or shines.the size of shoes remained big- as parents want to save money in replacing itthe endless running and playing in the muddy field- brought laughter across the fieldthe raining season that drenched the shoes- the times where the parents brought slippers for their child to change.No ostentatious socks to LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-12598761826385068912010-07-02T20:50:00.002+08:002010-07-02T21:28:03.980+08:00back to my normal self. finally, i think i am back. after getting so depress for the past 1 week, i am back on my feet again. fortunately, there are friends like ming hui and shu yin who played a vital role in scolding me. i have been in my comfort zone for a long time. it's time not to run away from problems instead, i should run towards them. I have the ability to solve it and i cannot let my LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-2784648562843265302010-07-01T14:43:00.004+08:002010-07-01T15:03:26.463+08:00try harder, climb faster and stand taller.when is the last time i have a super long chat on msn? i guess is last yr. it has been a yr since i hold a super long chat session with someone. yes, carrie cheong ming hui and li sian had caused me to sleep at 3am yester. it has been a long time tt i went to sleep at 3am. it seems like i am back to sec sch when i always camp on irc and talked to random LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-83256504907513767212010-06-28T16:21:00.003+08:002010-06-28T16:56:17.461+08:00the habit. it was busy saturday for me. the day started with a failed interview. Followed, by a 45mins kite flying at marina barrage w rena, cheng, joy, candy and flor. dinner at creation cafe at shaw tower and to my surprise, shaw tower has many new eatries. it's time to take some time off to explore. we tried extoic ice cream flavours. it's rather refreshing to see and taste flavours like LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-88436849221075427482010-06-24T23:51:00.003+08:002010-06-25T00:03:01.416+08:00contradictions occurinterviews here n there. met with weirdos which i thought i will never see it in a govt interview. really funny to find that such people do exist. worried abt a lot of things. my future is rather unpredictable and i am embarking on a path that push me even further away from my dream. "we work towards our dreams" yet "i am moving from my dreams". perhaps, this is not a LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-57591551831864461662010-06-14T11:00:00.001+08:002010-06-14T11:03:03.961+08:00mElts my ♥.Мастер-класс "Весна 2010" from Евгений Бондарев on Vimeo.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-7024071804412137362010-05-27T00:34:00.007+08:002010-05-27T01:08:09.980+08:00MY SECOND UPPER!my second good piece of news! hahas... i ended my semester by scoring 4.88! OMG! i never ever dream of it! HOW CAN IT BE? i am really glad i got my upper! super happie! so pls allow me to post my result slip here! since it is my last n best semester ever. hahas! CHEERS!LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-24517345233272903332010-05-26T12:18:00.003+08:002010-05-26T12:35:10.922+08:00Against all ODDS.Finally, i passed my driving. i started my driving last year sep with learning of manual car. soon, i got discouraged and decided to switch to auto. i seriously think i made a correct decision in making the switch cos i met a nice instructor, mr kuek. during my lessons w many diff instructors, i made tons of miskates and also nearly got into accident. besides that, i got bullied LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-38679672884760553362010-05-24T11:54:00.003+08:002010-05-24T11:59:19.121+08:00Crazy yester i texted jane and told her of a crazy thing tt i going to do. hahas. it's really crazy. i am getting more irrational. seriously, i need someone to scold n prevent me from doing silly things. i am lucky to have friends tt always warn me and i really appreciate all their advices. sometimes, at certain moments of ur life, one recieves the most impt advice tt prevents her/him from LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-78926247135399731942010-05-23T00:37:00.003+08:002010-05-23T01:59:48.511+08:00feeling rather disappointed. not looking forward anymore. it's werid.perhaps, sm was right. but... i still cannot hide my DISAPPOINTMENT! *************************************************************************************i juz happened to read abt my horoscope. some things tt i find it quite TRUE:They trust people easily, get hurt in the process, forgive and forget, and then, trust again. He LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-48200828282187038672010-05-20T11:22:00.009+08:002010-05-26T12:51:13.771+08:00232's smiles on board.recently, the malays are getting richer cos i saw a lot of malays playing a lot of set of bowling.Look at the gal! gal driving lorry le.somemore smoking. typical singapore ah lian. (aren't you one too?)I am handsome. I am cute too. (but god is fair. he won't give u both.) oh no, god is never fair to me!today, wonder gals having their concert and everyone wants to pa gong. u LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-76552015819033061692010-05-19T10:14:00.002+08:002010-05-19T10:18:10.663+08:00刘若英 - 我不想念某个城 某条街 某一条小巷某一个晚上 某阁楼 微微灯光某个人 默默关上 某心房 某扇窗跟没有人 说晚安夜 从前从来没这么长床 荒凉的就像没有边疆失眠 是枕头之上无尽的流浪天 永远不亮我不想念 不想念 他模样我不想念 他肩膀 轻拥著我肩膀我不想念 他吻著我脸庞把永远说成一颗糖某空港 某车站 某个下一站某一扇车窗 某风景 唤醒惆怅某南方 摇摇晃晃 某海洋 某艘船谁没妄想 有天堂当 人活成了一棵仙人掌掌 心的泪却还是滚烫每当 抚摸那些天真致命伤恨 不能健忘我不想念 不想念 那时光那些快乐 和悲伤 却总在我身旁我只愿长夜将尽天快亮让想念的歌不再唱让想念的歌不再伤让想念的歌不要再唱 LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-31570806987918710872010-05-19T00:35:00.003+08:002010-05-19T00:41:18.610+08:00the 20th plus driving lesson.it's him again.Instructor: ask u ah..if a girl dreamt abt the her bf outside got other gals, what does it means?Me: hmm..means that gal no an quan gan. maybe will end up fen shou.Instructor: *cold sweat*Me: (after 5mins) erm, that bf is u, is it? Instructor: yes. Me: =x seriously, i dunno why all my instructors like to tell me irrelvant issues. perhaps, they are LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-21810791274222398312010-05-14T11:34:00.004+08:002010-05-14T11:51:17.623+08:00摄影我爱上了摄影.因为...它是一门艺术.它是一种抒发情感的管道.最重要的是, 它是让瞬间变成永恒的魔法.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-74777336582402172822010-05-07T00:34:00.003+08:002010-05-07T01:14:14.871+08:00Awake.sm's words suddenly like enlightened me. she said, " 只有真正放下了,才不会觉得可惜." LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-79560850274975701552010-04-11T00:40:00.012+08:002010-04-11T22:34:25.950+08:00biRthday CeleBrations 2010!8/4/2010: i met up jane n xr at timbre substation. it's always nice to see xr and jane. esp xr! cos she always has her cute cute views n thinkings. hahas. enjoyable night w super good music from goodfellas.9/4/2010: it was one of my best birthday celebrations so far. n the 1st time i cried on my birthday! hahas. all thanks to my econ clique. they booked me long ago to LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-21725034299112456022010-04-09T10:56:00.006+08:002010-04-09T11:11:45.588+08:00as my birthday approaches...i got a sms from li xing yester. surprise surprise. he is cute cos he texted me to tell me that he is unable to meet me up to treat me pizza for my birthday. it's kinda of a promise he made last yr. but, seriously, i didn't even remb it! i am really glad cos at least he rembs. Is the thought tt counts, isn't it? but, nevertheless, i still get to eat my fav pizza with LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-49125291666764090392010-04-02T18:58:00.005+08:002010-04-02T19:11:35.978+08:00I LOVE MY ECON CLIQUE TTM!in another 2mths, i will be offically waving byebye to NTU. YES, i going to grad real soon. seriously, i going to MISS MISS MISS school so much... esp the people. i so going to treasure the time i spend in NTU for the next few months.I going to miss...elin: the one who always "scared" me w her sharp knife and ended up becoming my roomie. minghui: the one who always SCOLDLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-13440932009191019192010-03-26T23:45:00.002+08:002010-03-26T23:49:26.994+08:00impactfulslept for 10hrs on thurs yet i am still late for lesson for 30mins.it was the urge of not going to sch tt deter me.the complicated heart of mine.tt always like to conflict w my brain. LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-61859345041518484022010-03-21T14:04:00.002+08:002010-03-21T14:07:41.679+08:00U-U-U i love small talks and meetups w the right company.i feel much happier.it's time to get back to my feet again. =) I LOVE U GUYS!LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-15262096171618444842010-03-15T17:00:00.006+08:002010-03-15T17:23:58.896+08:00Ragei nearly went crazy cos fyp. i am not only scarficing my own leisure, study but sleeping time as well. in short, fyp is like a 24hrs thingy. anyway, my intention here is to blog sth tt my fren juz told me with a pinch of salt minutes ago. he mentioned tt he is rather busy cos he needs to attend to his gf in sg thru webcam in the morning and attend to his gf in the country he is studying rightLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-80044087155644175192010-03-11T00:21:00.003+08:002010-03-11T00:25:49.787+08:00Live Colorfully Credits: kate spade.love this pic. love the colours.colours make me happie in the midst of everything that is not going smoothly.missing the words, zt.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-11654152355956563332010-03-10T16:47:00.002+08:002010-03-10T16:55:40.970+08:00how can it be? i know there are some resemble in terms of appearance. den i realised the jokes are the same.den the job type is the same.den OMG OMG OMG!!!how can it be?the "fav common phrase" is also the SAME!HORROR!LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-70068357428231055392010-03-10T00:48:00.002+08:002010-03-10T00:57:28.993+08:00Falling in love. love is the worst mod for me. i can nv comprehend the word love. it may seems simple but is complex. she told me to believe that the next one will be better.she told me when it comes, you will start to believe (when i am losing faith in it.)she told me, to learn from experience and not waste my time.she told me, a lot of stuffs abt love.she is a love wizard but she told me todayLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-52687220022472070642010-03-06T08:34:00.004+08:002010-03-06T13:21:14.508+08:00 CNY 2010 - randoms LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-27965988266843267912010-03-05T10:39:00.002+08:002010-03-05T10:47:42.616+08:00when hell starts days n nights, i am stuck in HSS lab. yes, NTU is my second home. i spent more time in the sch rather at home. i realised i super long din see some of my family members le..that's how bad it is. but i learnt to appreciate PRC during this crucial period. really from my bottom of my heart. wo them, i will be crying days n nights. hahas. on a heavier note, i nearly met with an LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-84172136861071126672010-03-02T10:51:00.003+08:002010-03-02T11:24:59.485+08:00Early morning w a smile8am i dragged off my bed. dreadful. 830am is my driving lesson and usually this period of time, i am in a daze. Road hazard is what my econ clique called me. hahas. yeah, i nearly bumped into a car again n i dunno even noe. only when my instructor told me juz now the car e brake. i was like "oh, really?" hahas! i think it might be due to i din have breakfast or have that "LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-32620469209764493592010-02-28T23:35:00.002+08:002010-02-28T23:37:54.968+08:00-blogskin, 2010- i have been wanting to change my blogskin since jan! yeah, i do change my blog skin every year. n this will be 2010 skin. =)LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-378362264254396892010-02-24T13:06:00.014+08:002010-02-28T23:29:51.275+08:00FREAKING BEAUTIFUL!love the music.love the colours.love the simplity.LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-9353944210582319052010-02-15T01:02:00.001+08:002010-02-15T01:06:01.891+08:00we stand as one. it pains our heart.one affects the whole family.may it end up good. LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-82086852709515772542010-02-08T23:52:00.002+08:002010-02-08T23:59:50.547+08:00my old friends i met qx at the bus stop today. super long din see him le. but the moment i saw him, i tot of zz. (wonder you r reading this entry) TO ZZ: juz wan to tell u, u r not 4gotten cos u brought bad memories to me during JC that i will remb u 4ever. hope u r doing fine! =) free can drop by my house area to catch up!LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-20184853992305941042010-02-06T09:37:00.004+08:002010-02-06T09:43:01.768+08:00Officially Missing You - Tamia [Verse One]All I hear is raindropsFalling on the rooftopOh baby tell me why'd you have to goCause this pain I feelIt wont go awayAnd today I'm officially missing youI thought that from this heartacheI could escapeBut I fronted long enough to knowThere ain't no wayAnd todayI'm officially missing you[Chorus]Oh can't nobody do it like youSaid every little thing you LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-23665429474860058442010-02-02T10:26:00.003+08:002010-02-02T10:30:56.266+08:00Status health status: pink shopping status: mild friendship status: so far ok schoolwork status: busy/ work piling up driving status: not much improvement love status: undefinedLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-87721635382052060112010-01-31T23:33:00.003+08:002010-01-31T23:40:11.779+08:00爱不单行(罗志祥)找不到人说 心里的寂寞 找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人 很多人都像我 一个人过生活 爱 只有简单笔画 却比想像复杂 恨安定爱变化 我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍 却还是没能将幸福留下 爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信 它不是独行侠我在等一个人 在等我的永恒 告诉我 爱不单行 别害怕 用不完身边 泛滥的自由 开始怕孤单 是一种诅咒 羡慕我能飞的人 为何在天黑以后 还是宁愿回到 爱情那个枷锁 爱 只有简单笔划 却比想像复杂 恨安定爱变化 我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍 却还是没能 将幸福留下 爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信 它不是独行侠 我在等一个人 在等我的永恒 告诉我 爱不单行 别害怕 我在等一个人 在等我的永恒 告诉我 爱不单行 别害怕 我在等一个人 在等我的永恒 告诉我 爱不单行 相信它LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-20743813499822408932010-01-28T09:06:00.002+08:002010-01-28T09:10:31.699+08:00HEARTssss kate spadevolleyballG11HA1008 netbook (karim rashid edition)九把刀 i need $! =(LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-74315066781785462902010-01-27T10:38:00.002+08:002010-01-27T10:49:34.931+08:00BIG APPLE REMY (BLACK)!Feeling rather down recently but looking at this make me SMILE!owing it will be double happiness! hahas!LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-47036661605156652382010-01-25T00:13:00.002+08:002010-01-25T00:16:04.797+08:00when there r thousands n one things on my mind...wonder can i fight this battle?i am so so so tired.really.juz feel like cryin out. am i juz weak?LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-44691123407710498492010-01-20T22:31:00.005+08:002010-01-20T22:46:14.871+08:00mini updates.have been damn busy. learning statas. learning to control my temper. learning to accept. stressed until vomit. (literally) not feeling very well. veri tired. i think i cannot even take gd care of myself so i learn not to be too worry abt things. must learn to dui zi ji hao. =) one after another things coming on their way. TIME FILES! really. i pretty cherish the times i spent in sch LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-41883265411415071462010-01-20T00:47:00.002+08:002010-01-20T00:57:36.422+08:00期待是开心或失望的开始?我再也不期待. 因为, 我怕了. LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-39828710637089572402010-01-17T22:51:00.002+08:002010-01-17T22:57:04.626+08:00 i finally get my answer. all along i am guessing. it does hurt but i noe i shld juz be mum abt it. i learnt how to handle such stuffs- not to ask n ask but rather let it go. let a easy approach to make life or myself feel better. i simply din wan to hurt any of my loved ones anymore. knowing how one can be so disappointing in another really hurt. i din want to find out more perhaps, ignorance isLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-15130825341386666602010-01-15T01:02:00.003+08:002010-01-15T01:14:45.309+08:00slave to technology?two days ago, i met up with denny, zh n kenn! super long din see them le! we had lunch tgt. den we touched on this topic abt phones! they were pretty surprised tt my phone always low batt and i switch off my phone every night! hahas. i tot that was normal until i met my sec clique today n i realised i am the only one who do so. anyway, denny was kinda of warning me of the LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-57939483857225461082010-01-04T00:23:00.004+08:002010-01-04T00:39:07.658+08:00randoms..randoms..had vb session last sat. met a couple of new players. they are all younger than me that makes me the oldest player over there. anyway, i realised i start to be not tt friendly le. hahas. the kids (younger players) over there reminded me of my childish n navie sec times. hahas. that's how old i feel. but.... i really enjoyed playing vb! it's like my childhood dream to be able to LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-34083194448652936332010-01-02T01:02:00.002+08:002010-01-02T01:06:43.558+08:00搞砸了 - 黄鸿升 小鬼sweetest mv!but, it seems a bit smiliar to jay chou-qing tian mv!LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-21177861753955502672009-12-31T00:05:00.004+08:002009-12-31T00:19:57.326+08:00五月天 如煙我坐在床前 望著窗外 回憶滿天 生命是華麗錯覺 時間是賊 偷走一切七歲那一年 抓住那隻蟬 以為能抓住夏天十七歲的那年 吻過他的臉 就以為和他能永遠 有沒有那麼一種永遠 永遠不改變 擁抱過的美麗都 再也不破碎讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野 讓生離和死別都遙遠 有誰能聽見我坐在床前 轉過頭看 誰在沉睡 那一張蒼老的臉 好像是我 緊閉雙眼曾經是愛我的 和我深愛的 都圍繞在我身邊帶不走的那些 遺憾和眷戀 就化成最後一滴眼淚有沒有那麼一滴眼淚 能洗掉後悔 化成大雨降落在 回不去的街再給我一次機會 將故事改寫 還欠了他一生的 一句抱歉有沒有那麼一個世界 永遠不天黑 星星太陽萬物都 聽我的指揮月亮不忙著圓缺 春天不走遠 樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉 有誰能聽見耳際 眼前 此生重演 是我來自漆黑 而又回歸漆黑人間 瞬間 天地之間 下次我 又是誰有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰 永遠不凋謝 永遠驕傲和完美 LeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-77296563636432730942009-12-28T00:22:00.003+08:002009-12-28T00:33:54.251+08:00The luxury of time.Finally, i get to night cycling.it's an experience tt one shld try at least once.cycling from to east coast to changi village.the best part is not abt eating the famous nasi lemak but, rather the long stretch of cycling along the plane runway area n the 45mins stop at the bedok jetty.plane took off n landed.things change n new stories begin.45mins of disappointment wait for theLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5403896.post-10245164166149675812009-12-21T01:05:00.010+08:002009-12-21T11:15:54.800+08:00NTU ES hk trip 09day1:reached changi airport at ard 9plus.daniel was late. (nth new)boarded at 11plus am and reached at 3pm. arrived at stanford hotel and had steamboat at mong kok area. the steamboat was disapointing.went shopping at arglye street and langham place.day 2:woke up at 7plus. headed down to cuhk.meet the es society from cuhk.had lunch at their staff resturant. the food was FANTISTICLeEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07231568748257494359noreply@blogger.com